Fox in the Produce Aisle
The fluorescent lights hummed above me as I stared at the orange flesh in my hands. My first papaya. Not exactly the summer transformation I'd planned, but here we were.
"You gonna stare at it all day or actually eat it?" Jordan leaned against the grocery cart, her perfected eye-roll already in motion. We'd been best friends since kindergarten, but lately Jordan Version 2.0—complete with VSCO girl aesthetic and newfound popularity—had zero patience for my awkwardness.
"I'm building up to it."
"It's a fruit, Maya, not a calculus test." She checked her phone, already drifting mentally to wherever the cool people were. "Just do it before someone sees us and thinks you're weird."
The weirdness accusation landed differently than she meant it to. Lately, I'd been feeling like I was watching my own life from outside my body, too afraid to try anything new. But this summer—this summer was supposed to be different.
I took a bite. The texture was like nothing I'd ever experienced—soft, slippery, slightly musky sweet with pepper undertones. I chewed slowly, letting my taste buds process this completely foreign sensation.
"Well?" Jordan demanded.
"It's... complicated."
"Everything's complicated with you."
That's when HE walked down the aisle. The fox. That's what Jordan had whispered about him last week—the new transfer student with messy copper hair and sharp features that made him look like he was constantly up to something brilliant. We'd made eye contact across the cafeteria once, and I'd spent three days overanalyzing it.
He stopped near our display of tropical fruits. His gaze flickered from the mangoes to my half-eaten papaya.
"First time?" His voice was low, amused.
I nodded, feeling my face heat up. "Is it that obvious?"
"You're holding it like it might attack." He reached for a mango. "I tried papaya once. Spent twenty minutes trying to decide if I loved it or hated it. Sometimes things are supposed to be complicated."
Jordan made a small noise beside me—part shock, part something else. Because the fox, the transfer student everyone was whispering about? He was talking to me. Actually seeing me.
"I'm Lucas, by the way."
"Maya."
"See you around, Maya." He walked away with his mango, leaving me with my heart racing and Jordan staring at me like I'd grown a second head.
"Since when does the fox talk to... people like us?"
"People like us?" I raised an eyebrow, finally looking at my oldest friend. Really looking at her. "Since when is that a thing?"
Jordan's expression shifted. The cool girl mask slipped, revealing something tired underneath. "I don't know. I think I've been trying too hard."
"Eat some weird fruit with me?" I offered. "We can figure out the rest later."
She hesitated, then grabbed a papaya from the display. "Fine. But if we're doing this, we're doing it together."
Some things are supposed to be complicated. Friendships, growing up, first tastes of papaya. But maybe that's the point—not avoiding the complicated stuff, but finding people who'll stick around through it.