Fox in the Flash
The pyramid of social hierarchy at Northwood High had Lisa at the top, me somewhere in the middle, and the papaya incident nowhere on the map.
"Bro, your face is literally glowing," Marcus said, gesturing at my iPhone screen where I'd been doom-scrolling through Lisa's Instagram for forty-five minutes. "Just text her already."
"It's not that simple," I muttered, though I didn't know why. Lisa was perfect—smart, funny, had that effortless vibe that made everything look easy. I was just... there.
That Friday, some seniors were throwing a party in the woods behind the old gravel pit. Everyone who was anyone would be there. Marcus dragged me along, probably hoping I'd finally make a move.
The bonfire crackled. Someone had a speaker blasting music that felt too loud for the space between the trees. Lisa was there, laughing with her friends, her phone catching the firelight like a little moon in her hand.
I was hovering near the snack table, trying to look like I belonged, when something moved at the edge of the clearing.
A fox.
It was just sitting there, watching us, this impossible splash of rust-colored fur against the darkness. Nobody else noticed—they were all too busy performing for each other's iPhones, capturing moments that weren't even real.
Then Lisa looked up. Our eyes met, and instead of looking away like she usually did, she followed my gaze.
"No way," she whispered, slipping away from her friends.
We stood there together, watching the fox, and somehow it was the most real thing that had happened all night. No filters, no performance, no pyramid of who mattered more.
"I brought papaya for the snacks," Lisa said suddenly, like it was the most normal thing in the world. "My mom's obsessed with them. Nobody's touched them all night."
"I've never actually had papaya," I admitted.
She laughed—not her social media laugh, but something smaller and more genuine. "Come on, then. Let's be weird together."
We sat on a fallen log, eating papaya with our fingers while the fox watched us like we were the entertainment. The fire popped and hissed. Someone's phone started ringing—"Circle of Life," of all things—and the whole group burst into laughter.
"You know," Lisa said, wiping papaya juice from her chin, "I always thought you were... I don't know, different than this. Quieter."
"I am different than this," I said. "Whatever 'this' is."
"Good." She nodded like I'd passed a test I didn't know I was taking. "This sucks. The pretending. The—I don't know, performing all the time."
The fox stood up, stretched, and vanished into the darkness like it had never been there at all.
"Hey," Lisa said, pulling out her iPhone. "Give me your number. For real this time."
The pyramid didn't matter anymore. Some things are better than climbing to the top—like finding someone who gets that the best moments aren't the ones you post, but the ones you can't explain to anyone else.
A fox, some papaya, and finally saying what I actually meant. Not exactly the Friday night Marcus had planned for me.
But better.