Extra Innings
The orange glow of sunset bled into the bruised purple sky as Marcus sat alone in Section 214, the plastic seat warm beneath him. Below, the baseball game dragged into the eleventh inning—a metaphor for his marriage if he'd ever allowed himself to admit it.
"You should've left years ago," Sarah had said the night before, her voice lacking its usual judgment. She was the only friend who'd never lied to him, even when the truth tasted like bile.
His phone buzzed. Diane. Again.
Marcus watched the batter take a pitch high and outside. Three years ago, he'd bought these season tickets thinking baseball would fix them—would give them something to share, something to talk about that wasn't resentment or accusations or the deafening silences that had become their native language. Instead, Diane spent most games scrolling through her phone, her face illuminated by its blue light, her profile sharp and distant as the moon.
A dog barked somewhere in the stands. A golden retriever, tail thumping against the aluminum bench as its owner scratched behind its ears. Marcus felt something hollow open in his chest—that particular species of loneliness that hit when you realized you'd built a life with someone who didn't actually see you.
The scoreboard flickered. Still 2-2.
He remembered the first time Diane had told him she loved him. They'd been standing in her kitchen, peeling oranges for mimosas, her fingers sticky with juice, her smile so genuine it almost convinced him he deserved it. He'd married that smile. He'd spent a decade trying to make it return.
His phone vibrated again. WHERE R U
Marcus stood up. The crowd roared as the ball connected with the bat, arcing toward the left field fence. He didn't watch it land. He didn't look back.
The dog barked again as he climbed the concrete steps toward the exit, and Marcus found himself smiling for the first time in months. Some games, you had to walk away before the final out. Some innings, you had to call it yourself.