Entanglements
The charging cable lay tangled on the nightstand like a question she couldn't bring herself to answer. Six months after Mark left, Elena still reached for it in her sleep, fingers grasping at phantom warmth.
She'd sorted through everything else—his books donated, his clothes boxed and shipped to his sister's—but the cable remained. It was frayed at the ends, wrapped in electrical tape where the wires had begun to show. He'd fixed it himself with that ridiculous concentration he applied to everything, even trivial things. Even her.
Buster, their retriever mix, had gone with Mark. The dog had always been his shadow anyway. But she'd kept Matilda, the cat who'd appeared on their third anniversary as a stray kitten and decided to stay. Matilda, currently watching Elena with those judgmental yellow eyes from the top of the bookshelf, had chosen Elena that night Mark packed his bags. The cat knew.
Elena's iPhone buzzed—a text from her sister asking if she'd sold the house yet. She swiped it away without opening it. The phone still held messages she couldn't delete: "Coming home late," "Don't wait up," "I'm sorry." Each one a small blade.
She grabbed the cable, intending to finally throw it away. Her thumb caught on the rough tape. Something tightened in her chest—not grief exactly, but recognition. This was what they'd been: two things, fraying at the edges, wrapped together in some desperate attempt to hold onto connection.
Matilda meowed from the bookshelf, demanding dinner.
"Yeah, I know," Elena said. "We're both still hungry."
She put the cable back on the nightstand. Someday she'd throw it away. Someday she'd sell the house. Someday she'd delete those messages.
Today wasn't that day.