Dog Days & Deep Ends
Marcus stood on the pitcher's mound, sweating through his jersey. Baseball was supposed to be his thing—his dad's thing, really—but lately every game felt like performing in a play he'd never auditioned for.
"You okay, kid?" Coach yelled from the dugout.
Marcus nodded. His phone buzzed in his pocket—probably the group chat blowing up about Jordan's pool party later. The one he'd skip because of this stupid make-up game.
The family's golden retriever, Buster, waited behind the backstop, tail thumping like a metronome set to anxious rhythm. Dad had brought him "for motivation," which was rich considering Dad hadn't made a single game since May.
Second inning. Marcus's arm already felt like jelly. He caught a line drive and something in his chest twisted—not pain, but something heavier. Like finally admitting your favorite hoodie was actually your brother's and it never fit right anyway.
He struck out looking. Three pitches, three swings, three times he'd failed to protect the plate.
"Head in the game, son!" Dad's voice carried from the parking lot. He was probably on a work call, half-paying attention.
That's when Buster saw something. A squirrel maybe. The dog bolted, leash snapping free, and Marcus found himself jogging after him toward the community pool—chain-link fence, CLOSED sign swinging in the heat, water shimmering like something from a dream.
Buster didn't stop. The dog dove straight in, paddling like he'd been waiting his whole life to be a swimmer.
Marcus stood there, cleats clicking on concrete, and suddenly baseball didn't matter. The way the water moved, how Buster sliced through it with pure joy—it hit Marcus like a line drive to the chest. Some things you choose. Some things choose you.
He pulled off his cleats and socks, dove in wearing his baseball pants.
The water was everything. Cool, silent, no expectations, no disappointment etched into his dad's forehead when he struck out. Just him and the rhythm of breath and stroke.
Buster surfaced, shook water everywhere, looking ridiculous and perfect.
Marcus emerged, gasping, grinning like an idiot. His phone lit up on the pool deck—Jordan's party, probably starting without him.
"We're going," Marcus told the dog, though he meant himself. "To Jordan's. They have a pool."
He didn't know it yet, but he'd just quit baseball. But more importantly, he'd finally started swimming toward what actually mattered.