Disconnected
Elena stared at the coaxial cable dangling from the wall like a dead snake, its silver connector furred with dust from years of neglect. Behind her, Mark was already packing—his movements efficient, practiced. He'd been preparing for this departure longer than he'd admitted.
"The dog needs his vitamins," Mark said, not looking up from his suitcase. "Bottle's on the counter. Don't forget."
Barnaby, their aging golden retriever, lifted his head from where he lay on his favorite spot of worn carpet. His brown eyes followed Mark with a devotion that made something hollow open in Elena's chest. She remembered bringing him home twelve years ago, how they'd laughed as he tripped over his own oversized paws. Before the promotions, before the silent dinners, before everything that wasn't said became the loudest thing in the room.
Outside, lightning fractured the sky—an electric wound across the darkness. Rain drummed against the windows, insistent. The storm had been forecasted for days, just like this.
"I won't forget," Elena said. Her voice sounded like someone else's.
Mark zipped his bag closed. The sound was final. "You should. He's twelve now. His joints are going."
He meant the dog. Elena heard something else.
She'd started taking vitamins herself last year—B-complex for stress, Vitamin D for the days she didn't see sunlight through her office window. Little capsules of hope in a blister pack, swallowed with morning coffee alongside her ambition and her increasing certainty that something fundamental had calcified between them, irreparable as arthritis.
Another flash of lightning illuminated Mark's face. He looked tired. He looked like the man she'd fallen in love with in college, before life had layered them over with protective coatings, before they'd become people who had conversations about property values and retirement accounts instead of dreams and fears.
"The cable company's coming Thursday," she said, gesturing to the dangling cord. "To disconnect everything."
Mark nodded. He picked up his suitcase. "That's probably for the best."
He kissed her cheek—dry, perfunctory. His scent was the same: sandalwood soap and the faint metallic tang of the supplements he religiously consumed. He opened the door and the storm rushed in, wet and wild, for just a moment before he closed it behind him.
Barnaby let out a soft whine. Elena sat on the floor beside him, burying her face in his warm fur. The house felt enormous. She remembered the lightning strike from their honeymoon in Barcelona, how they'd watched from their hotel balcony, arms around each other, electric with possibility. Everything had felt so raw and new then.
Now she would take her vitamins and feed Barnaby his and they would both pretend that was enough to keep their bones from breaking when the truth was they were already shattered, just held together by habit and the failure to imagine anything different.
Outside, the thunder finally caught up with the lightning—deep, resonant, the sound of something vast and unanswerable opening in the dark.