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Elena adjusted her grip on the padel racket, the rubber handle slick with sweat. Across the net, Marcus served with an easy grace that made everything look effortless, including the lie he'd been living for three years.

"You're distracted," he said, volleying the ball back just within reach.

"Work." Elena let the ball pass. "I feel like a zombie these days. Just going through the motions."

Marcus's expression softened, but she caught it—the microsecond of calculation before empathy clicked into place. That was the problem with falling for a spy. You started seeing strategy in every gesture.

They'd met at this same club, both pretending to be corporate consultants who happened to love racquet sports. It wasn't until six months later that she'd found the encrypted partition on his laptop, the surveillance photos, the breakdown of her own daily patterns. Instead of running, she'd waited at his favorite baseball stadium with a sign: I KNOW.

He'd sat beside her in the seventh inning, watching the Dodgers lose, and never asked what she knew. They'd gone home together that night and fallen into something like love, but cracked.

"My handler wants me to come in," Marcus said now, standing at the net. The padel game forgotten between them. "There's an operation in Vienna."

Elena's stomach hollowed. "And?"

"And I'm thinking about what happens if I don't." He stepped closer, his racket dangling at his side. "I'm tired of the baseball games, Elena. The endless covers. Watching you while pretending not to."

"You watched me?"

"For two months before we spoke." His voice cracked. "I filed three reports on your habits. You buy almond croissants on Tuesdays. You leave your apartment unlocked when you run. You cry during nature documentaries."

The revelation should have terrified her. Instead, she felt something dangerously like relief. At least the surveillance was real, which meant the rest of it—the late nights, the quiet confidences, the way he held her like she was something precious—might be real too.

"Vienna," she said. "When?"

"Two weeks. They want me to start building the legend tomorrow."

Elena walked to the net, close enough to see the exhaustion etched around his eyes, the zombie quality he wore like a second skin. This man who had built his life on secrets was asking, in his way, to be saved.

"Skip Vienna," she said. "Let's go to my place. I'll make you dinner, and you can tell me everything. The real everything."

Marcus's racket hit the ground. "That's not protocol."

"Fuck protocol."

He smiled then—genuine, uncalculated—and for the first time in three years, Elena felt she wasn't being watched anymore. They were just two people at a padel club, choosing something real over the performance.