Corporate Goldfish
The goldfish swam in endless circles around its bowl on Elena's desk, its orange scales catching the fluorescent light like forgotten pennies. Three years she'd kept it there, through three promotions, two reorganizations, and one messy divorce. She named it Barry, after the executive who'd promised her team wouldn't be "affected" by the last merger. Barry was dead now. The goldfish, somehow, persisted.
Her iPhone vibrated against her wrist—her mother again. Probably wanting to discuss her cousin's wedding, or maybe just to remind Elena that her biological clock was ticking louder than a time bomb. She silenced it without looking. Another day, another notification she couldn't face.
"You're becoming a zombie," David had told her the night he left, standing in their bedroom with his suitcase already packed. "You come home, you stare at your phone, you eat dinner, you sleep. There's nothing left of who you were."
She'd wanted to argue, to explain about the bear market in her division, the way her responsibilities had expanded while her autonomy contracted. But he was right. She moved through her days on autopilot, responding to emails, attending meetings where words like "synergy" and "bandwidth" filled the air like smoke.
Elena watched the goldfish pause, its tiny mouth opening and closing. Barry (the human Barry) had told her once that goldfish had three-second memories. That was a myth, of course. They remembered. They just kept swimming anyway.
Her iPhone chimed—a calendar notification: "Career Development Discussion, 3:00 PM." The irony tasted like bile.
The goldfish turned sharply, disturbing the smooth surface of its world. Elena realized she'd been holding her breath. She stood up, walked to the window, and looked out at the city below—thousands of people, thousands of stories, all of them swimming in their own transparent bowls.
She returned to her desk, picked up her phone, and opened a new message. Not to her mother. Not to David. To herself, scheduled for next Monday: "Resignation letter."
The goldfish swam on, oblivious. But for the first time in years, Elena remembered she had legs.