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Chlorine Secrets

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My hair was basically a third arm at this point—thick, frizzy, impossible. Maya said it gave me "witch energy" which I guess was a compliment? But when you're already the new kid with zero friends and a last name nobody can pronounce, witch energy isn't exactly the vibe.

"You coming to the pool today?" Maya asked, spinning in her chair like her life was a TikTok tutorial.

"No way. You know I can't swim."

"That's such bull." She didn't even look up from her phone. "I saw you at the lake last summer. You were literally swimming laps around everyone else."

I felt my face get hot. "That was different."

"How?" She finally looked at me, actually looked at me. "You're amazing at it. Why are you hiding it?"

The truth sat there between us like a dead bug. My dad—my actual dad, not the guy my mom married two years ago—had been on track for the Olympics until he blew out his shoulder. He sent me letters about training programs and breathing techniques like I was ever going to use them. Swimming was his thing, and pretending I couldn't do it was the only way I had of saying you don't get to own me anymore.

"It's complicated," I said.

"No, it's not." Maya stood up. "Pool party at my house on Friday. You're coming. And you're getting in the water. Non-negotiable."

"You can't just—"

"Watch me." She grinned. "Also, I invited Tyler from chem lab. You know, the one who stares at you when he thinks you won't notice?"

I hated that she knew.

Friday came anyway. The pool shimmered blue-green under the string lights, smelling like chlorine and coconut sunscreen. Everyone was already in, laughing and splashing like they hadn't a care in the world. I sat on the edge in my cutoffs, feeling like an alien at an Earth festival.

Maya surfaced next to me, water dripping from her braids. "You're overthinking it."

"I'm good."

"Get in, or I'm telling Tyler you think he's cute."

"That's emotional blackmail."

"And it's working." She yanked my leg, and I went down.

The water swallowed me whole—cool and shocking and familiar. My body knew what to do before my brain could catch up. Kick. Pull. Breathe. I broke the surface, and something in my chest unlocked. Maya was there, grinning like she'd just won the lottery.

"See?" she said. "Was that so hard?"

Tyler waved from the other side of the pool. My heart did this embarrassing little flip thing.

"Shut up," I said, but I was smiling too.

Later, Maya found me sitting poolside, toweling off my hair.

"Your dad would be proud," she said quietly.

I looked up. The stars were bright enough to drown in.

"Maybe," I said. "But this part? This is mine."