Chlorine and Spinach Lies
The pool deck at Franklin High smelled like chlorine and bad decisions, which was basically the perfect description for my life.
"You got a little something, bro," Tyler said, gesturing at his own teeth like he was being subtle.
I froze. Spinach. From the cafeteria's questionable salad bar. The green stuff was practically nesting in my braces, and I'd just spent five minutes talking to Ryan - the new transfer student who looked like he'd walked straight out of a Netflix original. I'd practically served him a salad on a silver platter. My social life was officially cooked.
Swimming practice couldn't come fast enough. I needed to disappear underwater, where my embarrassing moments couldn't follow me. At least the pool had my back.
But the universe wasn't done with me yet.
Coach Miller blew his whistle. "Alright everyone, we've got a scout from State College here today. He's watching our next meet. Bring your A game."
A scout. As in, someone whose entire job was to judge whether we were good enough. My stomach did a backflip.
Then I spotted him. Ryan. Sitting in the bleachers with a notebook, looking suspiciously like he was taking notes on everyone's laps.
"Wait," I whispered to Tyler in the locker room later. "Is Ryan... is he the spy?"
"Bro, he's literally watching us like a hawk. Did you see how he wrote stuff down during your freestyle? That's definitely spy behavior."
Great. So spinach-in-teeth girl was now being evaluated by college spy guy who'd already witnessed my greatest social disaster. This was fine. Everything was fine.
Unless... unless it wasn't about the spinach at all.
The next day, I caught Ryan outside the gym. "So," I said, channeling confidence I absolutely did not feel, "you gonna report back to State College that the girl with the spinach braces swims like a dying fish?"
Ryan laughed. An actual laugh. "Wait, you thought I was-" He shook his head. "I'm not a scout. My little sister has leukemia. Swimming's her dream, and she's too sick to compete anymore. I've been visiting different high school practices, taking notes on training techniques to help her feel like she's still part of the swimming world."
Oh.
Oh wow.
"And honestly," Ryan added, grinning, "the spinach thing was kind of cute. You owned it."
My face burned, but for the first time all week, it wasn't from embarrassment.
"So... you're not spying on us for college recruiting?"
"Nope. Just trying to help my sister live her dream through you guys."
I thought about it. About how we're all so busy worrying about who's watching, who's judging, who's secretly plotting against us, that we forget sometimes people are just... watching because they care. About something real.
"Well," I said, "if you're gonna be our regular spy now, you should know: I'm way faster in breaststroke. Just saying."
"Noted." He smiled. "See you at practice tomorrow, spinach girl."
The nickname was gonna haunt me forever. But somehow, that didn't seem so bad anymore.