Chlorine and Regret
The pool sat stagnant in the backyard, a rectangle of algae-choked water that Marcus had promised would be the centerpiece of their summer parties. Three years later, and the only thing floating in it were leaves and her own forgotten ambitions. Elena stood at the edge, vitamin bottle in hand, contemplating the irony of trying to preserve herself when everything around her was rotting.
She swallowed the pill dry. Another day, another attempt to believe that health was still worth pursuing.
The dog—Buster, their golden retriever—had chosen Marcus in the divorce. A brutal calculation, even for a canine: Buster had always preferred the one who filled the bowl, and Marcus had been the provider, the architect of their life together, the one who'd commissioned this godforsaken pool. Elena had been the dreamer, the one who thought love conquered practical considerations like whose name was on the mortgage.
Now, a stray cat—a scrawny, battle-scarred tomcat—had taken to visiting her porch. He appeared at dusk, yellow eyes judging her failed marriage, her empty backyard, her hollow precautions. She'd started leaving food for him, a small acknowledgment that she wasn't entirely alone in her decline.
"You should fix the pool," her sister had said during her monthly inspection visits. "It's bringing down the property value."
As if property value mattered when your husband of eight years sent you a text message saying he'd met someone else—someone practical, someone who didn't stay up until 3 AM writing novels that publishers rejected, someone who probably kept her pool clean.
The cat meowed at her feet, and she crouched down to scratch behind his ears. He purred, a rare moment of genuine connection.
"At least one of us knows what it wants," she whispered.
Inside, her phone buzzed. Marcus. Again. Probably about the pool maintenance, or the cat, or some other artifact of their life together that he couldn't quite let go of, even as he built a new one with someone practical.
She let it ring, watching the ripples spread across the stagnant water.