Chlorine and Empty Calories
Margaret stood at the edge of the hotel pool at 2 AM, clutching her wellness regimen like a lifeline. The water was still, glass-black under the muted security lights. She'd taken her vitamin supplements exactly two hours ago—doctor's orders for the stress headaches, the insomnia, the creeping realization that she'd been lying to herself for a decade.
The corporate retreat had been her idea. She'd pitched it to the board as "team-building," but really, she needed to see him one last time in neutral territory. Richard—the bull who'd charged through her department three years ago, hooves thundering, dismantling everything she'd built. He was brilliant. He was ruthless. He was sleeping with her junior associate, a fact Margaret had discovered accidentally when she'd borrowed the girl's laptop for a presentation.
Now Richard was at the bar downstairs, probably holding court with that thousand-watt smile that made shareholders swoon. Margaret had learned long ago that charisma and character were unrelated currencies.
She slipped into the pool fully clothed. The water shocked her system—cold, chemical, alive. Her silk blouse clung to her skin, heavy with chlorine and metaphor. This was what it felt like to drown slowly: the conferences, the mergers, the polite smiles across boardroom tables while calculating whose career would buoy yours and whose would sink it.
Tomorrow she'd sign the papers. Her equity, her title, the corner office—she'd leave it all. Let Richard have his empire. She'd dry-cleaned the ambition out of her soul years ago anyway.
A security guard appeared at the pool's edge, flashlight beam cutting through the darkness. "Ma'am?"
Margaret treaded water, smiling at him. Perhaps for the first time in twenty years, it was genuine.
"Just swimming," she said. "Just learning how."