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Chlorine and Consequences

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The humidity hung thick as Marcus stood at the edge of the **pool**, chlorine stinging his nose. Summer before freshman year, and he was still the same kid who couldn't swim without looking like a drowning squirrel. Everyone else was already in—Jayden doing cannonballs off the diving board, Sierra floating on an inflatable pizza slice, looking annoyingly perfect in her bikini.

"Yo Marcus, you gonna stand there all day or actually get in?" Jayden called, grinning that confident grin that made everything seem easy. He'd made varsity **baseball** as a sophomore, throwing fastballs that left batters swinging at air. Marcus had tried out freshman year, spent three weeks practicing his swing, only to ground out every single at-bat during tryouts. Coach had patted his shoulder and said, "Maybe track is more your speed, son."

Track. Right.

Marcus's stomach did that familiar flip-flop thing. He glanced at the snack table where his mom had arranged a platter of **spinach** wraps and fruit, trying to be the healthy parent. Meanwhile, everyone else was eating chips and pizza like normal human beings. Sometimes he wondered if his parents were secretly trying to turn him into some kind of organic robot.

"You good, bro?" Sierra paddled over to the edge, droplets tracing down her arms. "You look like you're about to face a grizzly **bear** or something."

"Ha ha," Marcus managed, but his voice cracked. Awesome.

The truth was, Marcus was tired of being the cautious one. Tired of sitting out while everyone else dove in. Tired of being the friend who watched from the sidelines while life happened to other people. His therapist kept asking about safe discomfort, whatever that meant. Maybe this was it.

He closed his eyes, counted to three like his little sister did before jumping off swings, and—

SPLASH.

Water filled his ears, nose, everything. He kicked upward, breaking the surface gasping, and heard everyone cheering like he'd just won Olympic gold. Jayden high-fived him when he climbed out. Sierra handed him a towel and said, "Took you long enough, scaredy-cat."

Marcus laughed, actually laughed, and for the first time all summer, the knot in his chest loosened. Maybe freshman year wouldn't be so terrifying after all. Maybe he'd even try **baseball** again—or maybe track wasn't so bad. But either way, he was done watching from the edge.

"Again," he said, and already felt a little braver.