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Championship Point

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Elena smoothed the vitamin supplement powder into her morning smoothie, watching it dissolve like her thirty-fifth year had into marketing strategy decks and quarterly projections. The jar promised sustained energy and mental clarity—two things she hadn't felt since before the divorce.

"You're playing like you've got something to prove," Marco said, leaning against the chain-link fence of court four. His eyes held that lightning flash she'd noticed three weeks ago, when they'd been paired as randoms at the Sunday morning padel mixer.

"I do." Elena adjusted her visor, tried to ignore how his sweat-dampened shirt clung to shoulders that had nothing left to prove. She'd learned thatMarco owned three tech startups and drove a car that cost more than her first home. She'd learned he was separated, like her, and that he hated talking about it. She'd learned she looked forward to their Thursday matches more than she'd looked forward to anything in years.

"That's your problem, Elena." He tossed her a ball. "You treat every point like it's the bull market and you're about to lose everything. Sometimes you just hit the ball because it feels good to connect."

The words landed like a body blow. Because wasn't that exactly what she was doing? Treating connections like investments, calculating emotional ROI, measuring every conversation against potential loss? Her therapist called it defensive. Her ex-husband had called it exhausting.

Marco moved closer, his voice dropping. "You ever notice how the lightning doesn't think about where it's going? It just strikes."

"Bullshit," she said, but her voice cracked.

"Is it?" His hand brushed hers, electric and deliberate. "Or are you just terrified of what happens if you stop calculating?"

She served the ball into the net. Neither of them moved to retrieve it.

"I'm forty-two," she whispered. "I'm supposed to have figured this out by now."

"Yeah, well." Marco's thumb traced the line of her wrist. "Maybe that's the bullshit part. Maybe you're supposed to still be figuring it out."

The Sunday morning crowd was gathering on adjacent courts. The vitamin powder in her smoothie seemed suddenly ridiculous—a desperate attempt to manufacture what was already available if she just stopped trying so hard to control the outcome.

"Game point," Marco said softly. "But we don't have to play."

Elena looked at the padel racket in her hand, then at the man who'd somehow seen through every defense she'd built since her marriage ended. She set down the racket.

"No," she said. "I don't think we do."