Cable-Kid Confidence
The internet was dead again. I stared at the loose coaxial cable hanging from my wall like a dead snake, feeling my entire Friday night slipping away. No Discord, no TikTok, no escape. Just me, my orange neon hoodie (the one my mom called "a safety hazard"), and way too much time to think about Sienna's party tonight.
"You going, Jay?" My little sister Maya appeared in my doorway, holding Mittens—our cat, who hated everyone except her. "Or you gonna stay here and have a staring contest with the router again?"
"I'm going," I said, though my palms were already sweating. "Just gotta... fix this first."
I'd been crushing on Sienna since seventh grade, and tonight she was finally hosting. The social hierarchy of Northwood High would be there. Tyler, who'd grown into a terrifyingly handsome varsity football player—basically a bear in human form. Kayla, whose palm readings at lunch had everyone convinced she could predict their futures. Everyone except me, obviously.
Three hours later, I showed up fashionably late (accidentally). Sienna's basement was already packed. Tyler dominated the couch area, recounting some wild story about camping and a bear that broke into their cabin. Everyone hung on his every word.
"Jay!" Sienna waved me over. She was wearing this orange dress that matched my hoodie perfectly. "I love that color on you. We're basically twins."
I felt something inside me loosen. Maybe I didn't need to be Tyler to be worth noticing. Maybe I could just be... me.
Later, I ended up in a circle with Kayla, who was doing those ridiculous palm readings she was famous for.
"Let me see," she said, grabbing my hand. "Okay, you're gonna meet someone special..." She paused, grinning. "Wait, I see a cat person. No, literally—I see a cat hair on your shirt."
Everyone laughed, including me. Something about Mittens' fur being my "mystical sign" broke everything open.
"Whatever," Tyler scoffed from across the circle. "Still better than Jay's cable guy dad."
Everyone went quiet. I felt the familiar burn in my chest.
"Actually," I found myself saying, voice steady, "my dad's assistant manager now. And last week he saved the whole neighborhood's internet when that storm hit. So..."
"For real?" Sienna asked. "I was literally about to lose my mind that day. Tell him thanks."
We all ended up in Kayla's basement, watching some horror movie on her ancient TV. The coaxial cable was loose, and the picture kept flickering.
"I got this," I said, without thinking. I fixed it in thirty seconds.
"Whoa," said Tyler, actually impressed. "Where'd you learn that?"
"Family business," I said, feeling my phone buzz in my pocket. Maya had sent a pic: Mittens sleeping on my orange hoodie back home.
The cable was secure. The movie played on. And somehow, for the first time all night, I didn't feel like I was on the outside looking in. Sometimes the things you think make you weird—dead cables, orange hoodies, being the cable company kid—turn out to be exactly what connects you to everyone else.