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Bottom of the Ninth

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Sarah watched from the bleachers, aluminum cold against her thighs, as Mark stepped up to the plate. Their son's little league game had ended hours ago, but the fathers were still playing, still pretending they hadn't surrendered everything to mortgages and corporate ladders. Mark swung at the first pitch—a pathetic miss that sent him stumbling. Once, he'd told her, baseball was his religion. Now it was just vitamin supplements and weekend warrior delusions, a desperate grasp at a version of himself that died somewhere in his thirties.

She felt like a zombie most days now. Not the cinematic kind—no flesh-hunger, no dramatic lurching. Just the quiet dead girl walking, smiling at the right times, making dinner, asking about his day, becoming something that looked like a wife but felt like a performance. The numbness had started slowly, like frost on a windowpane, until she couldn't remember the last time she'd truly felt anything through the glass.

Mark was a bull of a man—stubborn, charging forward, incapable of seeing anything but what was directly in front of him. He loved hard, worked hard, bulldozed through conversations about feelings or needs or the empty space growing between them like a tumor. He couldn't see that he was sleeping alone, really. That she'd left years ago.

He hit the ball finally—a solid crack that sent it flying toward the fence. His teammates whooped. He turned to the bleachers, grinning, searching for her face.

Sarah didn't wave. She simply stood up, picked up her purse, and walked toward the parking lot. Some endings don't announce themselves. They just walk away while you're busy celebrating.