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Beneath the Cap at Miller's Pool

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The baseball cap was basically glued to my head all summer. Dad's old Astros cap, faded blue with a stained brim. It wasn't about the team—it was about what was underneath.

"You coming in or what?" Jake yelled from the pool deck. Miller's end-of-summer blowout. Everyone who mattered was there, sprawled across lounge chairs like they owned them. The pool water sparkled all fake-turquoise under the string lights, and someone's phone blasted something with too much bass.

I tugged the brim lower. "Yeah, just, uh, warming up."

Truth was, I'd been growing my hair out since June. Maybe it was the whole "finding yourself" phase Mom kept going on about at dinner. Maybe I just wanted to see what I looked like without the buzz cut I'd had since, like, forever. But now I was fifteen and still hiding under this cap like it was some kind of emotional support animal.

Chloe materialized beside me, dripping wet and looking annoyingly effortless in a bikini that probably cost more than my entire wardrobe. She nodded at the pool. "Jake's being dramatic about his cannonball again. You should see it."

I laughed despite myself. Chloe Martinez, talking to me. Of course she was also talking to everyone else because Chloe talked to everyone, that was her whole deal.

"No thanks," I said. "I'm good."

She tilted her head, studying me like I was one of those biology specimens she was always going on about. "You never go swimming at these things. What's up with the hat, anyway?"

Heat crawled up my neck. "Nothing. Just like it."

"Bro, seriously?" Jake shouted from somewhere behind me. "Chicken?"

Okay, fine. Maybe it was the challenge. Maybe it was the way Chloe was looking at me like she actually gave a damn. But I reached up, pulled off the cap, and tossed it onto a lounge chair.

The air hit my hair—shoulder-length now, kind of shaggy, definitely not perfect. My ears felt weirdly exposed. Nobody screamed. Nobody pointed.

Jake surfaced near the edge, dripping wet. "Finally! Now get in here, Martinez's been waiting all night to see your dive."

Chloe grinned. "I have not."

"You so have," Jake shot back, splashing water at her.

"Shut up," she said, splashing back. Then she looked at me, really looked. "Your hair looks good, by the way."

The compliment hit harder than Jake's legendary cannonball ever could.

"Thanks," I said, and actually meant it.

I jumped in.

The water swallowed me up, all cool and perfect, and for the first time all summer, I wasn't hiding. Just swimming.