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Beneath the Brim

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Maya's baseball cap sat pulled low, a fortress between her forehead and the world. She'd been crushing on Jordan for six months, carefully curating her "spying"—okay, scrolling through his Instagram stories the second they dropped, memorizing his coffee order, accidentally memorizing his schedule. It wasn't creepy if it was just, like, thorough research, right?

The pool party shimmered before her, chlorine and coconut sunscreen hanging heavy in the July heat. Everyone else was already splashing, their laughter echoing off the privacy fence. Maya stayed on the deck, clutching her towel like a safety blanket, convinced that removing her hat would reveal her greatest insecurity: the patchy DIY bangs she'd given herself at 2 AM after watching too many TikTok transformation videos.

"You coming in?" Jordan appeared beside her, water droplets glistening on his chest like tiny prisms. Maya's stomach did that thing where it forgot how to organ.

"Maybe later," she said, then immediately hated herself. Why was she being so weird? This was Jordan, who'd somehow made it through sophomore year without noticing her existence existed.

He sat beside her, close enough that their arms almost touched. "I saw you at the library yesterday. You were, like, really focused on that history textbook. I wanted to say hi but didn't want to interrupt your flow."

Maya's brain short-circuited. He'd NOTICED her? Not just in the hallway or in chem class, but actually noticed her?

"I was actually zoning out," she admitted. "I'm terrible at history. I was mostly just pretending so I wouldn't have to talk to people."

Jordan laughed, and it was better than the pool-party playlist. "Same. I'm literally failing Spanish. My parents are gonna kill me."

They talked for twenty minutes about nothing and everything—how much they both hated gym class, how Jordan's little sister was obsessed with those weird little sponges for cleaning, how Maya's bangs were a work in progress. When she finally worked up the courage to pull off her hat, Jordan didn't even flinch.

"Dude, those are sick," he said. "Way better than my failed mohawk from freshman year."

Maya stood up, hat in hand, and for the first time all day, she didn't feel like an imposter. She cannonballed into the pool, chlorine water swallowing her whole, and when she surfaced, gasping and grinning, Jordan was already splashing back.

Maybe being seen wasn't so scary after all. Maybe it was actually kind of amazing.