Before the Storm Breaks
The office goldfish—its name was Gerald, according to the faded label on the tank—swam in endless circles, its orange scales catching the fluorescent light. Elena watched it during her boss's monologue about synergy and deliverables. Three years she'd sat at this desk, and she'd never once seen Gerald rest. Just swimming, endlessly, against the same glass walls.
Outside, the sky had turned that bruised purple color that meant rain was coming. Lightning cracked across the skyline—bright, terrible fissures that made the marketing team gasp and look up from their laptops.
"You're not focused," David said afterward, in his office with the door closed. "The quarterly review is next week."
"My mother died yesterday," she said, and the words felt strange in her mouth. True, but surreal.
His expression didn't change. "I'm sorry for your loss. But we all have personal challenges. The merger doesn't wait."
That was when she knew.
She returned to her desk and packed her box. Not much—just a framed photo, her lucky mug, the small succulent that had survived three months of neglect. Gerald watched her through the glass, still swimming, still trapped in his endless loop.
The elevator ride took forever. Thirty floors down, and with each floor, something in her chest loosened. Outside, lightning struck again, illuminating the lobby in stark white.
The rain hit her as she stepped out—cold, fierce, wonderful. She didn't run for cover. She walked through it, letting herself be soaked, feeling for the first time in years that she was actually, truly swimming somewhere. Moving forward. Not in circles.
Her phone buzzed in her pocket. Probably David, probably demanding. She didn't check.
Somewhere in that city, a goldfish kept swimming in its tank. But Elena—she was finally heading for open water.