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Bear Float Summer

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Marcus stood at the edge of the pool, clutching his phone like a lifeline. The Hernandez's annual summer bash. Everyone who was anyone would be here—Jake from varsity, Sophia with the perfect Instagram, everyone.

His chest tightened.

He'd been hiding his pool float for two years.

It wasn't just any float. It was a rainbow-colored bear his grandma won him at a carnival before she passed, and he still used it because sitting on it felt like getting a hug from her.

But he was fifteen now. Too old for childhood stuff.

"Yo Marcus!" Jake called, cannonballing into the deep end. "Stop lurking and get in here!"

Marcus's grip tightened on his phone. His dad worked cable installation, always telling him: 'Some people get all worked up about nothing. Life's just a wire, son—connect the pieces and let the current flow.' Easy for him to say. He wasn't trying to survive high school.

Sophia surfaced near the edge, pushing wet hair from her face. She held up something bright orange. "Anyone want papaya? My mom's obsessed with this fancy organic market now."

Marcus's stomach did that thing it always did when she looked at him.

"Pass it here," Jake said, grabbing a slice. "Pretty legit."

Marcus watched them. Everyone fitting into their perfect spots. Meanwhile, he was standing there in his swim trunks, hiding a rainbow bear in his backpack like it was contraband.

His dad's voice echoed in his head again. 'Connect the pieces.'

What pieces? The guy who missed elementary school cool by three years? The one who still slept with a stuffed bear when he was sad?

Then he saw it—Sophia's younger sister, maybe eight, crying at the shallow end. She'd dropped her inflatable armadillo.

Marcus moved before he could overthink it. He unzipped his backpack, pulled out Bear.

"Hey," he said, dropping it beside her. "Wanna trade? This one's way better. It's got a cup holder."

Her eyes widened. She took it, instantly calmer.

Sophia appeared beside him, water dripping from her eyelashes. "That was... actually really sweet."

Marcus shrugged, cheeks burning. "It's just a float."

"I had one too," Sophia said softly. "A unicorn. I kept it until seventh grade."

"For real?"

"My mom threw it out. I was so mad." She smiled, and something in Marcus's chest loosened. "Wanna try this papaya? It tastes like sunshine and bad decisions."

Marcus laughed. The kind that came from somewhere real.

Maybe high school wasn't about fitting into the perfect shape. Maybe it was about finding the people who didn't care if you brought a rainbow bear to a pool party.

Maybe his old man was right about the wire thing after all.

"Yeah," Marcus said. "Yeah, I'll try it."