Backhand at Sunset
Elena adjusted the strap of her padel racket, her reflection in the club's floor-to-ceiling windows catching her off guard. Three years of chemotherapy had left her hair a stubborn, uneven fuzz—she'd stopped wearing the wigs months ago, but somehow, seeing herself in this temple of youth and beauty still stung.
"You're still holding it like a tennis racket, El."
She didn't turn. Sofia's voice hadn't changed. Still that warm, slightly mocking lilt that had made them inseparable through college, through Elena's first marriage, through the miscarriage they'd cried over on Sofia's couch. Through the betrayal that had ended everything.
"I haven't played in seven years," Elena said, finally facing her. Sofia looked exactly the same—expensive highlights, perfect posture, that infuriatingly serene smile. "You're the one who suddenly decided padel was the new golf."
"It's corporate, El. Everyone's doing it." Sofia stepped onto the court, her movements fluid. "Aaron's company has a league. I thought maybe you'd—" She stopped. "I thought you'd want to get out of the house."
The unspoken words hung between them: *while you still can.*
They played in silence, the plastic ball cracking against their rackets, echoing off the glass walls. Outside, the pool glittered in the afternoon light,attended by waiters and the beautiful people who inhabited Sofia's world. Elena's breath came harder than it should have. She watched Sofia's hair swing with each backhand, impossibly long, impossibly alive.
"I'm sorry," Sofia said suddenly, mid-game. The ball sailed past her into the net. "About what I said. At Christmas."
Elena lowered her racket. Her friend's eyes were bright with unshed tears. The months of radiation, the surgeries, the exhausted afternoons when she'd stared at her ceiling alone—none of it mattered as much as this moment.
"You're my oldest friend," Elena said simply. "But some things you can't fix with a padel invitation."
"I know." Sofia's voice cracked. "I just—I don't know how to watch you die alone."
The afternoon light slanted across them, golden and cruel and beautiful. Elena stepped forward, the distance between their bodies finally closing. They weren't girls anymore. They were women who had hurt each other, who had survived separately, who had carried different griefs. But here, on this ridiculous court in the middle of a Tuesday afternoon, they were still somehow holding each other up.
"Play the point," Elena said, raising her racket. "Then we'll get margaritas by the pool. Extra salt."
Sofia laughed through her tears. "You always did play to win."
"Only against friends." Elena grinned. "Hit the ball, Sof. Before the sun goes down."